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lynxroux GuestbookinnocentTear (8 years ago) What does forever mean to you? When you couldn't even keep it true You said you'd forever be there But were those just words pulled from thin air? Did you actually love me? Did you really see the feelings I see? The truth, the love, the loyal tears The betrayal, hate, and the fear I thought you felt the same That you would cover me in the rain I thought forever and always was forever But now there's not an us...never You said you'd always be there for me But now I truly see That you never saw the feelings in my soul Now you've pierced my heart and made a hole But my heart has healed Now I have friends that are real And you're gone out of my life Unable to pierce me with the heartbreaking knives I thought forever was forever, not just a word But I guess that's not what I heard... innocentTear (8 years ago) The Bit by bit and day by day In such a special lovely way Do not know why or how to say But I shall try to... If I may And thus I shall try to explain That despite heavy pouring rain In times of sorrow and of pain My love for you was not in vain When I was down and even sad If I felt angry rather mad If I was in tears feeling bad My love for you I did not dread I was insulted even mocked My same own life I feel was blocked The doubts that came and often knocked My love for you was safely locked Until the day you came to me The love in me you did not see Without you dear how could I be? My love for you I could not free And yet you know I still love you A love that's strong and oh so true Wher'ver you go wher'ver to My love for you will follow too... innocentTear (8 years ago) I remember the first time you talked to me, I wasn't sure what to do. No one ever talked to me. This was something different, But something good. I remember the first note you gave me That made my hands shake as I took it from you. It made me realize someone cared, That I wasn't completely alone, And that if I left this world someone would know. I remember our first dance together. My mind was focused on the wrong guy. I should have known it was you. All along it was you, And I'm glad you were the one to catch me. I remember the first time you were sick. I watched you carefully as you laid in my lap, All along afraid you would go, So small and warm it was then I knew I wanted to keep you. I remember the first time I felt jealousy, The feeling was foreign, something new, A blinding anger that made no sense. I wanted it gone and the other girl too. All along I knew I was better for you. I tried turning my anger by ridding myself of you. The attempts were less than half hearted, Even then you were the best thing I had. The first humiliation and first time you held my hand I was nervous, ashamed and wondering how much I really meant to you, But then that simple gesture stopped my shaking, made me smile through fear. You could make anything better. I remember the first time I started to love you. It was another new feeling, but it came so naturally. You helped me through everything; you were always there. I knew it was right, I knew you were mine. I remember the first time I kissed you, Sitting quietly at night on the porch. The world seemed to stand still just for us. I was nervous again, but in a much better way. I had butterflies for days. Remember the first time I started to trust you. It was the strangest feeling you had yet to give. I told you my secrets, my past and my fears. You never left me like I thought you would. You will stand by me through it all. Do you remember the first t | |